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HI GUYZ. OMG, WUTZ UP??!!
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Ahem...let's try that again. Greetings, my fellow artists. How goes the struggle? Have you found any meaning to this tedium that we call existence yet?
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Er..one more time. Hey everyone. ^^ It's, as I say in the title, been a while. Is it 'a while', or 'awhile'? TIME TO GOOGLE. BRB.
Alright, it's actually 'a while', two separate words. 'Awhile' means, for a time. Like 'I'm going to be gone awhile.' I hate how if you look at a word long enough, it stop looking right, know what I mean? Awhile. That looks like the name of a Pokemon or something. WHILE-AWHILE-WHILE.

Ah, it's happening again. I'm digressing. SO. Back to the point. Here in New York, things have been pretty tough lately. The hurricane didn't hit my part of town too badly, but a lot of other places weren't so lucky. A teacher of mine, my high school art teacher actually, lived on Long Beach. Suffice it to say, his home is uninhabitable now. Thankfully, he's found a house to rent in the meantime in another town. But still, it makes me really count my blessings. A few of his ex students, including myself, have decided to start a sort of fundraising campaign for him, and hurricane victims in general. We're designing and selling t-shirts. I'll be finishing up my design today--no promises though, because I never follow through on those. ^^; I went into the city the weekend after the storm hit to volunteer in the relief effort. It was really nice to see so many people turn out. Restored my faith in humanity, you know? ^^

In other news, I recently took the second part of my CPA exam. It was 9:30 at night when stepped out of the building onto Third Ave, the city lit up and busy all around me. I didn't want to go straight home, so I started walking towards Fifth Ave, where Saint Patrick Cathedral is. It was a weird feeling, because I wasn't terribly confident that I passed the exam. Truth be told, I was trying to figure out how long I should study for it again before I take it a second time. But at the same time, I felt really relieved, because I'd been studying for this thing for so long, and it was just nice to get it over with, even if I may have to take it again. So I walked along, listening to my music, drowning out all the debits and credits, and smiling like a lunatic.

As the weeks passed, I didn't check the website for updates on scores like I had for the first part. I waited for the email instead (they send you an email with your score some time after it's posted on the site.) On friday, this friday that's just passed, I checked my yahoo! account. (On that note, I really need to switch to gmail. I use gmail at the office, and it's SO much better.) So I checked my yahoo! account and lo and behold, there was the Score Notification Service email. Ahhhhh.....

I was anxious, and clicked the email and downloaded the attachment at at least twice my normal clicking speed. I didn't have a whole lot of time to get more nervous, as the attachment loaded and my eyes darted around the text to find my score. One word caught my eye. PASS.

Ahahahah, so, good people, I've done it again. This makes two out of the two parts that I've took thus far that I've passed in my first try. Yeah, it feels good. It feels very good. Now there are two left, but the parts that I took already are arguably the hardest. For comparative purposes, just know that the material that I used in preparation for the part I just took, FAR, Financial Accounting and Regulation, was 51 hours of lectures. The next part I'm planning on taking, AUD, Auditing and Attestation, is 20 hours worth of material. Less than half. So, hopefully, it's all downhill from here. Wish me luck! ^^

After the exam, I bought this book, Drawing the Head and Hands, by Andrew Loomis. It's a very good instructional book for anyone interested. Here's a link:www.amazon.com/Drawing-Head-Ha…
I was working from it during the storm, and will post up some of my sketches along with my design for the Hurricane Relief thing.

I need to draw more.
I need to write more.
I need to read more.
I need to exercise more.
I need to start looking for another job.
And of course, I need to start studying for the next part of the exam.

I write these things down to give myself motivation. Haha, please bear with me.
Anyway, I hope you're all doing well. I hope everyone that was affected by the storm is okay, New York, Jersey, and everyone else. Thanks for reading, and peace out. ^^
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*cough cough*

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Hi everyone! Hope you've all been well. I'm sorry that I haven't been very good about replying to comments and commenting on deviations lately. You see, I recently (and by recently I mean a week ago) got back from vacation in Florida (and by vacation I mean laying in bed sick with the flu at my aunts house). I never get sick, you know. Or at least, I used to be able to say that. Not anymore--clearly. But in my defense, I was assaulted with germs the minute I got there, quite literally. My cousins were also at my aunt's house, so it was really  kind of a family reunion--and these cousins brought with them their sweet little children, my nieces and nephews. All in all, there were about 14 children in the house, and unfortunately for myself, I'm pretty popular with kids. They stuck to me like glue. This wouldn't have been a problem, if not for the fact that around 4 of them were sick. One sneezed directly into my open mouth. -_- Lo and behold, wouldn't you know it, three days into my 'vacation' I find myself with a 102 fever and a violent cough that threatened to bring up a lung. Rest assured, good people, both my lungs ARE in tact. So that's good.
The recovery was long and isn't quite over even now. I had to take an extra week off work (boohoo), and have only just gotten back to the grind. Along with work, I've neglected DeviantArt as well. And THAT is why I've made this long winded journal entry--to explain my absence (though it's hardly necessary). Oh well, what's done is done.
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BYE!

**Edit: YOU GUYS. I just read the saddest thing ever: cartoonoveranalyzations.com/20…

It's about how Ash from Pokemon is actually in a coma and is dreaming up all his adventures and everything. It's actually pretty believable and explains a lot of things, like why he never ages, why there are identical nurse joys and officer jennys everywhere he goes, so on and so on. It made me want to cry manly tears of manhood. T__T Read it and weep.

I just had to share that. BYE FOR REALZ

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Hi everyone! It's story time again! This time, it's a true story, and it stars yours truly.

If you recall my last entry, I was studying really hard for the first part of my CPA exam.  But once the exam was done and over with, walking out of the exam building, I felt like I would have to take it again, that I knew much more than what they tested on, and that I had gotten unlucky with my questions. All in all, I wasn't super excited about the results. Not that I was beating my chest in misery and woe or anything, I just felt like at a second attempt, I'd definitely ace it--but only at a second attempt.

I woke up on Saturday morning at 8 o'clock (just this past Saturday), having to go to the bathroom. While relieving my bladder, I deliberated with myself about whether I ought to go back to bed or just brush my teeth and start the day. LUCKILY, I reached a verdict before the tank was empty, in deciding to be productive.
THEN, while I was brushing my teeth, I wondered if the scores had come in yet. I'd only taken the exam a little over a week before, but thought that there was a chance that they had. I'd check the NASBA
website after I was done.

Rinse mouth
Wash face
Wink at myself in mirror

Thus the morning bathroom checklist was complete.

I headed upstairs to my room. closed the door behind me, and sat at my desk. Without any sense of drama or awareness of the significance of the act--of what it could lead to--I turned on my laptop.
No anxiety
No fear
No hopefulness
No prayers
Too late for all that. I logged into the site with my mind as blank as it was while I was brushing my teeth. The feeling was; whatever happens happens, no use hoping or fearing now. Finally, I see the score.
(FYI, 75 is passing.)
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Advisory Score: 84
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I stared for a second. I thought to myself, wtf is 'advisory score'? Is this not the real score? Calling upon all the powers of my infinite wisdom to discern the meaning of this mystery, I Google'd that shit. Turns out, the advisory score posted on the site IS the final score.
Huh.
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Maybe I made a mistake with my log in credentials? I double checked them.
Looks good.
I triple checked.
Still good.
I looked at the score again.
Still an 84.
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Huh.
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Welp. Looks like I passed. I'll be damned.

Naturally, this was followed by me heading downstairs to tell my mom (I didn't actually SAY anything, she kind of figured it out from my face), and her running around the house like a chicken with its head cut off, waking up my father and sisters to tell them. And I thought to myself.....I should really have some breakfast.

So folks, that's my story. I passed. I took the part that would've been hardest for me first, so now, the rest of them should technically be downhill work, though the part I'm taking next has the most material covered out of any of the sections. Nevertheless, I studied for this exam while working and finishing up my masters (which I did, just a few weeks ago), so it was quite a feat. I was never a humble person, so you can imagine what a big head this whole episode's given me. But at least I have a right to be proud, and my philosophy is that pride CAN be justifiable, depending on the circumstances. ^^

Cheers and wish me luck on the next part!

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So I don't know if you guys are aware of this, but now there's a new feature that lets us(premium members only, I think) change Usernames!! OMG OMG OMG. THIS IS SO EXCITING. Since I picked my username when I was like 16, I'm pretty stoked about being able to change it. I'm thinking...something with the name Avaen in it.....ANY SUGGESTIONS?!?!?
Sorry I haven't updated, been really really busy with school and studying for the CPA (which is coming up in ohhh 13 days....AGHH PRAY FOR ME.) Later, everyone!

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So I've got a little time to kill at work, (a pleasant rarity), so I thought I'd update my journal—mostly because I was getting tired of seeing my short story up here.

SO! How is everyone?! Good? Good! I'm very okay, myself—just really, really tired. All the time. My schedule is kind of crazy, and will be for a while so I'm not getting as much sleep as I'd like, but what can you do? I've been really good lately about keeping up in my classes (I got a 96 on my Econometrics exam, feel free to holla at ya boi) and I've been studying for my CPA nearly every day. Like I said, I'm being good. ^^  
What's more, good people, after my long day of work, classes, and studying, I've been managing to squeeze in a half hour or so for drawing a few days a week! I'm working on a realistic portrait of a girl, without using any reference. I figured that since I've worked with photos and tried photorealism with a reference, I should see how I'd fare WITHOUT one. I'm working on the best paper I've ever worked with, it's so, so smooth, and the drawing's coming along pretty well, if I do say so myself, as I've never been shy to. ^^ Although…a certain someone did comment, when first seeing the WIP, 'why are her cheeks so dark?' Well, that's because it isn't finished. Once everything is shaded, they won't seem so dark anymore. -_- Just wait until you see the final product. ^^

I'm pretty excited about finishing it up. I've got her face pretty much done; I just need to do her hair, which I hope to have done over the weekend. Cross your fingers!!

In other news, I went to an art exhibition on campus yesterday after studying. A friend of mine from high school had work in it, so I thought I'd drop by and check out her stuff. I'm glad I did, A- because I got to see my friend's newest works in person, and they were great, and B-because I happened to run into an acquaintance of mine that I took a drawing class with a few years ago. He's a fantastic artist himself, and though I'm not an expert on photography, I think he's a brilliant photographer as well. We had a conversation about what we've been up to (artistically speaking) since parting ways, and he introduced me to the Art Students' League of New York. It's a school in the city that's apparently world renowned, and the best of the best go to study there--from all over the globe. It's a whole other level of mastery, and him talking about it got me really excited. The thing is, instructors there really challenge their students, instead of just looking at whatever crap you whip up and saying 'OMG that's AMAZING, what a unique STYLE.' -__- That commentary helps no one. If you go through art school without anyone ever telling you that you need improvement, guess what? You'll likely never improve. And they respect the traditional methods of instruction, try to emulate the masters, and I really like that. I'm not into the new age, abstract stuff that's popular now. I mean, you can be abstract, but for me to consider you a good artist, you need to have a foundation in realism. Anyway, it was pretty exciting talking to him, and I'm thinking I'll definitely take a class in the summer or something, at least a couple nights a week. I'm looking forward to being the worst artist in the room, because being comfortable with your skill level is the worst thing that can happen to anyone. If that happens, there can be no more growth. And I'm always looking to grow. ^^ So that's that. Let's see if my intentions actually materialize, and if I can't find time to do it THIS year, I, 100%, WILL find time next year.

Wish me luck! I wish you all the same. Peace, yo. ^^

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